There's no in between." In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. "Okay, I hate to say it, I think this needs a stitch or two," Buck decided. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. He slowly leafed through the papers in his hand, his eyes tearing up without permission. Eddie was being serious. Please consider turning it on! He wants to sleep but he has to wait for Eddie to arrive home from his shift. Originally for Day 29 of Whumptober 2021. Buck and Eddie have reached a tipping point, and realize they need each other more than they thought. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. And the grin Chris gave him when he did thatjust, wow. Then one Saturday became important. Begin to live again. Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. Buck spares a brief gaze to Eddie, and Eddie takes his moment, leaning forward to plant quick kiss to Buck's lips, their helmets knocking together. The F18 responded beautifully to his every touch, going faster or slower with barely more effort than a thought. and explores the budding relationship between Josh and Buck. Javy "Coyote" Machado. His mind freezes on the man. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. "What, uhm, what are you doing in LA?". Sometimes an apology is not enough. Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. A post 6x10 spec-fic. He is stupid with exhaustion. Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. 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I will, she seems to catch on to what is on his mind, snuggling into his side, Ill have Grant, and always report in with the station, and I promise I wont go into any serial killer attics. Theres a tease in the voice, Buck sighs slightly, a huff of a laugh at the end. Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV) A year after what seemed like a fever dream, Buck is actually thinking his life has turned around. Didnt Buck work a 24-hour, and then cover Alvez for overtime? Bobby nodded. Buck was silent the whole way back to the station. Bobby looked around, as Eddie and Hen swam through the waves to get to their stranded patient, and his eyes landed on Buck. It was too much to handle, to process. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. Sometimes, when the anxiety is trying to claim you and never let you go, you have to take the offered hand of help. You were helping me dress, and there werent that many mirrors in the hospital a-and the angles all wrong " He falters, turning back to the mirror to stare at the scarring along his chest. Pairing: Kelly/Buck Post 911 lawsuit Language: English Words: 149,601 Chapters: Buck was standing right behind his freind and tapped him on the arm as a signal to head out. I just worry, I want you to be safe, but I want you to be great too.. Buck-switched it?, Bobby nodded. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. Theyre staring at each other while theyre still sitting at the red light but the light turns green without Buck noticing it and the car horn the motorist blows from behind them gets his attention. All rights reserved I have Johnson babysitting him, to make sure he actually sleeps.. Especially not after the week he's been having. AU. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Buck is dejected. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? So Buck takes pity on him and asks, Eddie? Feeling like the 118 would never take him back, wouldn't try to understand why he started the lawsuit, would only see him as exhausting, Buck decided that it was time for a change. Im so proud of you! Buck and Eddie have a moment in the moonlight. Meanwhile, Eddie is acting strange and there are too many unknown scars across Buck's body. Buck pushed into his touch and opened a blurry eye to stare up at Eddie. Fifteen years later, hes contacted by a teenage girl who believes shes his daughter. After the lawsuit things get worse for Buck. Suicidal Thoughts. His head stays low and he starts to pick the skin of his thumb with his forefinger. Well, three times really. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. He finally starts to think back on Maddie's worried face when she told him about it, and he thinks that maybe Maddie knew before he did that he was sick. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. "'Just keep swimming,' Chris mouthed along with Dory, and Buck felt such a surge of affection that he couldn't help striding across the room to sit beside the kid, bumping their shoulders together. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. This - this is nothing. OR: Almost exactly ten years after Buck leaves home to avoid more heartbreak, Eddie returns into his life, and it seems that closure was never an option in the first place. But what was he supposed to say? ), Buck hates this, he doesn't know how to help Chris or Eddie and he's pretty sure that he's spiraling so far out of control that he is never going to get it back. Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long. Or Bucks nervous about his first day as Captain of the 118 but Eddies there to encourage him because he knows Buck can do it. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. It is only by chance that they see him again after a long time. Buck was still trapped under ten tons of metal. And then I saw you. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? And that he has no contact with his eldest son, after he left him with his biological mother and her husband. They were best friends, partners, lovers. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. Distantly, he thinks the answer feels within his reach, the one he knows will let him stay, but the lines of it are blurry and he cant really see it, cant really figure out what it is trying to say to him. Who is this man? Maybe she knew before he did that he'd get the urge to do something like this. "I want to go with Eddie" The words were stumbling past his lips before his medicated mind could catch up to what he was asking for. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. He laughs so hard and so loud that his stomach starts hurting. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? After the hostage situation. The universe gifts Buck and Eddie a surprise on their first anniversary. Buck is about to reach his. Kelly attempts small talk, not his favorite thing, with the quiet and withdrawn Floater; however, any attempt of friendship is ignored. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. 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Music made him feel complete. Shes always been loved ever since she was a baby. "Come on, man. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. Yea, that would be stupid. By chance they find out about his problems and want to help. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. Pete "Maverick" Mitchel is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? It's a more emotional process than Eddie had expected. Eddie lets a confession slip while stuck in the dregs of sleep, and Buck panics about it. Luckly, Eddie is there to take care of him. Suicide Attempt. At least he gets to go home to his boys at the end of the day. But everyone thinks he is at home. He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. Buck loved Eddie's hugs. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure. Team TVLine recently listed "the irrefutable romantic chemistry between 9-1-1 's Buck and Eddie" as one of the TV blessings for which we're most thankful and we're . Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. He never does figure out how to stop.). You dont deserve him, Eddie says. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. Just you.. He could have lost both of his boys today and yet here they are right in front of him. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. Until Eddie abandons his mate in an ill-considered situation. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? You never have, and you never will.. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him. There is no shame in exempting help. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. Because of misunderstandings, no one realizes he is kidnapped when he takes the ambulance to the shop for repairs. He savoured each and every Eddie hug he got. In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. You answered every question correctly and in the history of the LAFD no one has ever scored 100% on that exam but you did., Eddie moves his right hand from Bucks shoulder and gently cups his cheek. Hes reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. Please consider turning it on! 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Then he whisper shouts, Buckthe truth is III dont know how to cook.. It takes a breakdown, a factory fire and a hospital visit for Buck to finally come to terms with some things. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Shit. Buck trailed off, Eddie waiting for him to go on, not wanting to stall his progress. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. ----It's all fluff and sweetness here. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. There wasnt any specific event that led him to it, everything had just been building up, and he was finally done. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. No, Buck waswell he was everything. [4x04/05~What's your Grievance and Buck Begins]. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. 911 fanfiction buck ignored Just a cold.. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? He disappears without anyone knowing where he is. Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. After the tsunami, they bond and become mates. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. . "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. He was home. He was met with the most lovesick look on the other his face. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". The team gives him anxious glances when they get back, watching him closely as he takes off his gear and walks upstairs. So yeahhh, here it is. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. Josephine is commonly known as Josie, the spunky 6 year old who everyone adores at the station where her mother works. Please give me another chance? While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. Only Eddie and Chris sense that their Buck is somewhere. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. Quiet Evan buckley-- Is that even possible? They learn that the last few years have not been easy for Buck. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. His team finally realizes how much Buck has changed. Buck lost his virginity when he was fourteen years old and his girlfriend was about to move away. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. He knows that his childhood was not normal, by any means. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. Hes also pissed at me for some reason and it kind of feels like we broke up a few hours ago and I dont know why. He let an arm fall over Bucks back, placing a large hand going over the shoulder that was pressed into the bed. Especially when it's Eddies.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 17: Hemorrhage/Dread. Buck had left the past behind. Hes always up for a good joke, even at his own expense, if its not mean or hurtful. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. I also made him take a nap which is probably the only reason hes sleeping right now. Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. Or, Oliver Stark posted a picture this morning and Ferno lost their marbles. + worry. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. THIS IS 95% WRITTEN. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse. After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. And you're holding me really tight, like you don't want me to leave. Buck relaxes his body a little, damn, maybe he's anxious without realizing it. After the lawsuit, the team doesn't realize how badly Buck is doing. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. AU. A topical Floater doesn't treat the station he subbing at with that much dedication and care, but Evan Buckley isn't like your normal floater. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. A real family. "After lunch, he and Buck went up to the loft to pack up the bedroom while Chriswho was worn out from the morningsat and played something on his Switch. Work Search: Yeah, hes taking a nap in the bunks right now. He looked over at Eddie and tilted his head. - Hay algo preocupndote? He is introverted and afraid. It's not about apologize and everything is good again. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words. Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. Work Search: Maybe with a little help, you can even begin to heal. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. Eddie could recite it from memory because Buck had been gullibly worried about it for days. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice? Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call. Buck tries to ignore the pang in his heart. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (6353), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (17041), Maddie Buckley/Howie "Chimney" Han (2275), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (2255), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (1565), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1257), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1044), Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1003), Henrietta "Hen" Wilson/Karen Wilson (725), its the heart that really matters in the end, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley Takes Care of Eddie Diaz, COUNT MY LITTLE SCARS (i've got dozens down inside), which was the only thing that was available when I started, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV). He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". A follow-up to Chris being found after the tsunami; Eddie takes Buck home with him. rio tinto dividend forecast 2022. cycling bright to harrietville. Eddie buys bath products during his self care journey and ends up using them on Buck instead. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. Thats just so He lets out a strangled laugh. Eddie is holding out hope that Buck had just accidentally fallen asleep there and he really didnt think that when Eddie said Youre always welcome to the other half of the bed Buck he wasnt being serious. Its a beautiful night, a full moon shines down illuminating everything. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic).
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